How I improved my GRE score from 295 to 317 (part 1)

If you are reading this blog you are most likely preparing for the GRE, considering it or contemplating if a second attempt is worthwhile. Before we go ahead and explore these options let me give you a little background about myself. I studied Bachelors in Business Management in India and MBA in the USA. The Business school I graduated from in the US did not require a GRE or GMAT (there were other parameters like work experience, strong SOP, letter of recommendation, and, under graduate GPA) however, now that I aspire to do a PhD it is mandatory to attempt either GMAT or GRE. I am going to bifurcate this blog into two parts; here, I will tell you what went wrong in my initial attempt (you must avoid my mistakes!) and in part two of this blog I will share tips and tricks of what worked out for me and resources I used for preparation.

Following are factors that contributed to my poor initial performance (V 142, Q 153; Total 295)

Poor Scheduling: while I did start planning ahead of time to apply for a PhD program I focused majorly on shortlisting schools and going through class profiles. In due process I skipped checking for the application deadlines assuming that there might be seasonal intakes like it is for a Master’s program. Only few months before the deadline I realized that fully funded PhD programs only offer one application window annually (mostly between October and January) following which,  I started my GRE preparation by hitting the panic button. I gave the GRE in December and had less than fifteen days to prepare a SOP and arrange for letters of recommendation and transcripts. Luckily, my former professors were available though it was the holiday season but never the less it was a big risk. I was able to apply only to one university and obviously, got rejected. I did not set my expectation high knowing that I had a very low GRE score (295) and a poorly curated SOP. I applied anyways, to experience the application process so that I would be able to better organize timelines the next time I apply. My sincere advice to you is to allow at least two to three months before your application deadline. ETS takes about ten days to upload and send your score to the Universities and also, ETS has a freeze period of 21 days before you retake the exam (if you decide to).

Lack of Confidence: after going through tons of videos and blogs by successful test takers I found that majority of them were from an engineering background and that intimidated me. I have always been an above average student but this would be my first competitive exam of this nature (that too with only one month of preparation time available) So I joined a coaching institute thinking it will help me organize my time and help me prepare more effectively. I am not going to comment whether or not I recommend going to a coaching institute but it certainly did not help me. It was not only expensive but quite digressive from the learning requirements. They did share plenty of reading material but I found out later that there are ways to obtain these materials online at minimum to no cost. For Verbal we practiced many sample questions in the class but the logic behind identifying the correct answer was not rightly shared. Similarly, in quant only problems of a certain difficulty level was discussed and learning formulas was greatly emphasized while ignoring discussing basic concepts and different ways of approaching a problem. In my opinion one does not require a coaching institute. Self-learning might be frustrating if you are stuck with a certain concept or problem but with the plethora of information and resource available online this can be overcome. Also, self-learning will enable you to study at your own phase as long as you stay focused and disciplined. After my first attempt I erased everything I learned from the institute and started anew; preparing by myself I scored a 317 (V: 154, Q: 163).

Underestimation: I was influenced by the popular consensus on the internet and from friends that the GRE verbal is more challenging than the quantitative section (this is not entirely misleading but it is subjective to one’s strengths) I invested 80 percent of my time on the verbal section learning at least 50 words every day and would revise them on the weekends. By doing this I did learn a lot of vocabulary which is essential for the exam but I did not practice enough to make myself aware of the usage of these words. Just like in quant how there are many ways to arrive at the solution similarly in verbal a word can be used in different contexts. On test day there wasn’t a single word I did not know the meaning of but I ended up scoring poorly because I failed to recognize the logic behind using a word in the given context. For example in text completion you might be bias towards a certain word because it “sounds” right but the correct answer might be the one that is logically appropriate (based on clues given in the sentence) though it is not commonly found in such a context in our everyday language.

I am an avid reader and got overconfident thinking that reading comprehension should be a piece of cake (surprise! surprise!) undoubtedly, the RC section can be very unforgiving especially for those who are not fond of reading. RCs in the GRE are comprised of various topics from arts to science. Fifty percent of the verbal section is based on RCs with at least one long passage, one short passage, and, few logic based passages. Everyone has different approaches towards answering the RC questions; many students like to read the question first and then fetch for the answers in the passage. While, others like to read the entire passage first and then answer the questions. There is no proven method that is superior or more effective but whatever approach you decide to follow it is important you make up your mind before the exam. Being totally oblivious to how crooked and sinuous the answer choices are on the exam I kept changing my approach with every question. For the longer passages I would read the question first and vice versa for the shorter passages. This confusion and poor planning reflected on my score as I was overwhelmed during the exam and was not able to attempt all questions within time.

It is true that being familiar with formulae is helpful for saving time in the quant section but one should still budget enough time to practice quant. On the exam most of the questions can be solved using a formula but they do not give you all the information you need directly. Also, there are quite a few real time scenario based questions and questions without multiple choices (hence cannot completely depend on trial and error method) had I invested 60/40 on verbal and quant preparation instead of 80/20 of my time I would have been more familiar with different types of questions and shortcuts to arrive at a solution. You can run out of time in quant even if you know how to attempt the questions if time saving strategies to solve them are not applied. Also, while giving practice tests at home I always used the calculator on the phone; I recommend you use an on-screen calculator even during practice to get used to moving the mouse around. Using the on-screen calculator takes more time so it is better to do simpler calculations on paper instead of being completely reliant on the calculator.

Poor endurance: there is no guarantee that someone who performs well in the GRE will perform well in graduate school too. The GRE only tests how well one can take the exam. It is a test of endurance more than a test of aptitude. It is not easy to sit in front of a computer screen for about four hours with only one ten minutes break and intermittent sixty seconds break between sections. During the practice tests at home I would skip the AWA section thinking that I will have to sit for an extra hour on test day anyways so why stress myself prior. On test day I was not only mentally exhausted by the end of section three but also I was physically uncomfortable and sore. I strongly recommend that you give the AWA section at least for two practice tests; if you are not able to convince yourself to write an essay on your practice tests at least make it a point that you remain seated throughout the section. It is imperative that you take the ten minutes break during your exam to grab a snack or drink some water. On my first attempt I did not take the break thinking that it was only ten minutes and I was scared that I wouldn’t be able to return to my seat in time. So I took the break at my desk but watching the clock did not ease my stress and made me more anxious if not anything.

In retrospect I realize that a lot of these mistakes could have been avoided and I would probably have achieved a much better score on my first attempt itself. Never the less, I hope you are able to learn from my mistakes just like I was able to. I will soon publish part 2 of this blog discussing how I planned my preparation strategy for my next attempt and improved my score from 295 to 317.

Please feel free to ask any questions or let me know if there is anything in specific you would like to discuss in more detail.

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Skin and Bone

All that belongs to you is only skin and bone

No freedom to speak

The voice you produce is carefully coached to everyone’s liking and the voice you own is buried in a moss of childhood memories.

No freedom of expression

Societies schooled to create independent strong headed people; proud of their uniqueness but ashamed of their sensitivity. You go to bed with an amalgam of emotions but your smile on the picture is well tailored.

No freedom of choice

Every decision made had a string of variables to be satisfied but none satisfied you.

No freedom to love

Galvanized you seek their hand but on way are a million hands to be shook. They find yours rough, skinny, sloppy, or sweaty. Anything but just a hand holding a lover’s heart.

Yet, you decide to walk your truth. Step by step crossing bridges of vindication and paths of acrimony. The hand that once held a lover’s heart is now estranged. The voice that made people listen is now silenced by the path you’ve chosen.

And all that belongs to you is only skin and bone.

Haiku 2.20

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1

The writer lives;

Two lives; the poet

Is immortal

2

She served him

A gourmet meal;

He was conversation starved

3

The musician was accused

For stealing tunes, from

The ocean and the breeze

4

She had secrets;

Her diary

Couldn’t tell

5

Love wont feed you;

When you are poor,

Said the mistress

6

Loud music

Helps them;

Enjoy the silence

7

Why so inquisite

They asked; I am

An aeithiest, he said

8

On a cloudy day;

She was dressed,

For sunshine

9

The stoner

Smokes weed; and

weaves dreams

10

The morning cup of tea;

Her only

Escapede

11

Windy days

The only time,

She felt kissed

12

Behind the makeup,

She covered her blemishes;

And insecurities

13

Cost and worth

Are two different things,

He learned the hard way

14

The moon is such a tease;

The wolves

Wont stop howling

15

Cold tea

Stained clothes;

Troubled mind

16

Economics;

The mathematician’s

Art class

17

She saw them rumble

The windows were shut;

The plants were thirsty

18

The old man was never lonely

Only he could hear;

The books speak

19

When you fall asleep,

The Universe;

Smiling at your next doing

20

On a busy street

The birds chirp;

They have a story to tell

 

 

#haiku, #japanese, #literature, #poetry

The Causation and Correlation of Love.

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As I write this I am 27 years old and it is a long period to observe patterns. One of the most prominent patterns I have observed to date  is our weakness towards familiarity. We are all so vulnerable to things, people, or events we are familiar with that anything even in close proximity to this familiarity is easy for us to accept. Similarly, when we come across something/someone we are unfamiliar with it throws us out of our comfort zone; be it that new girl with peculiar mannerisms, or the mysterious looking man at the corner of the street, a new fragrance, or a new taste. Having said that; most of us often make a conscious decision in leaving our comfort zone. There is a certain thrill in being acquainted with that unfamiliarity; that feeling of restlessness and those spine chills. I heard many call this feeling as being in love.

I don’t particularly have a problem with this definition of love or the very feeling of falling in love. In my head falling in love is a spiritual experience which gives you both the freedom and authority over another person. It allows you to truly live in union with someone; more so mentally. Love in my head is so powerful and magnificent that reality always fails to match my expectations. Love is such a strong emotion yet so easily misunderstood. The slightest comforting act from another person makes us want to believe in a potentially long term relationship. And our highly educated brains conveniently gets delusional and fails in differentiating between what is meant to be temporary or permanent. Most of us end up exchanging vows with someone we have no compatibility with just on the basis of what was once a promising lie. We get so engrossed in our metaphorical world that when reality hits hard we are in denial to accept it. It is  that same peculiar mannerism, mysteriousness, or the old fragrance that now becomes the enemy. Why is it then in-spite of all the signs and the patterns we still consciously make or even worse repeat our choices. There are many explanations to this; they say your judgment impairs when you fall in love. That is why I believe in Economics.

One of the foundation principles of economic analysis is the theory of Causation vs Correlation. According to which any study’s outcome can be misinterpreted if the causation is confused with the correlation. Example: you might think that College X is good because many successful people have graduated from there : this is the Correlation. The Causation is : because the students worked hard – they graduated – and it so happened to be College X. Economists urge for analysts to base their outcomes on the causation but not correlation. If we base our analysis on the correlation then that’s great for the college; good marketing; more students; more funds. However, as a student or a parent if you pay attention to the causation you will then know that irrespective of the college you go to they are ought to be successful. Keeping all other factors constant.

Now compare the whole phenomena of falling in love with the above theory. Do we really fall in love with the right person, or, is the person right because we fall in love with them? Do we love our parents because we are born to them, or, because we are born to them are we obligated to love them? In my opinion, when people become weak and helpless and find it hard to move out of a relationship; and take all the heart ache to hold on to the person and glue the relationship together they are clearly confusing their “love” for this person; a correlation smoked by their memories together with the actual causation which is just their need for emotional dependence. There is a clear distinguish between science and the matters of the heart. The latter will always triumph over the former; since there is nothing else to explain it (excerpts from Tagore). Having said that; the next time you begin to live in retrospect and question all the wrong choices you made; you know you just have to differentiate between what caused it versus what you correlated it to. If the poets don’t help give the Economists a chance.

#causation, #economics, #love

The Economic Alchemist

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We humans are undoubtedly the most restless, anxious, unreasonably paranoid earthlings today.  This is both a boon and a curse. If we are to accept life the way it comes and settle down to believing what we receive is what we deserve; versus, quenching the thirst for finding answers; would we ever improvise? Most likely we would not. On the contrary, will the questions ever end? and will we ever be satisfied by the answers? Irrespective of the magnitude of intellect we collect there is still a void within each one of us that is hard to fill. Fortunately, few of us have the ability to recognize that void while the others are happy in their ignorance. In many ways economics is not only a mathematical approach to solve this dismal way of living but is also an intuitive approach to bring order to the chaos. Reference the water-diamond paradox; we all know that water is more important to us than diamonds, yet we pay a fortune to owe the latter. The demand and supply curve of both the commodities clearly determine the desire to owe the latter over the former. Similarly, answers to what make us question our belief system and our true purpose of existence is scarce and the distractions are plenty. Making the distractions a mere necessity and the tools to self actualization a desirable commodity. A commodity so highly thought about, that even Maslow had to put it on the higher tier of the pyramid. Imagine a world where we can bring down self actualization to the most basic need. A world where we can breakeven between hope and reality; integrity and competition; and above all love and ownership. A world with no barriers, where no tariffs apply on exchanging ideas, and where dreams are not taxed. An economic free trade zone for human interactions. We can create this world by suppressing the fear to question and paraphrasing all the answers the universe offers in its infinite ways. It is easy to create a world where commodities are given their real value and not valued on the basis of their perceived worth. Just like any other creation this world needs a creator too. There is a creator in each one of us hiding behind the sheets comfortably tuck in its own bubble of assumptions and social dogma. The creation in its entirety is whole only when it surpasses the creators inception. Just like any other creation this world will need a welder too. Having said that, the question now becomes – are you ready to be the Alchemist?

#economics, #lifestyle, #thealchemist

To defeat the mind.

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The human mind is so powerful. It has the ability to separate you from your surroundings and facilitate you to embark into a journey of creative ideologies and illogical idiocy. The mind empowers you to think, perhaps distinguishing you from an animal. All it takes is a moment of calmness for the mind to let you slip into an infinite sea of thoughts. For all you see, hear, and believe is just a fraction of the universe. The mind gives you the superior power to save, prevent, create, destroy, influence, dictate, provoke, conquer, and justify for reasons driven by objectivism or altruism. A repository of memories filled with joy, regrets, success, and failure reminding you of the consequence of every action you once took. A mental memo of your belief-system to create experiences and opportunities which are made to exist because of how powerful your mind’s persistence is. The mind is so resilient and intimidating that even the Universe bows to its potential. The mind is superior to time for it is not subjected to only progress but also to depreciate. There is no present without its acceptance and there can be no future without its approval. It is an entity of its own beyond the control of any religion, bureaucracy, and environment. The mind is dimensionless because of its unfathomable capacity to process, perceive, and execute. The mind however is always paralyzed by another entity living in a secluded niche which has no beginning and end, no proof of existence, no definition, no ambition, the silent king maker, the magnet of controversies, the bizarre opportunist, the innocent victim – ah, the Soul.

#infinity, #mind, #soul, #thoughts

The opportunity cost of decisions

If you have taken an economics class the “opportunity cost” (OC) might sound familiar to you. If not, in simple words it is the cost of not choosing something because of another choice that was made. For example, you have ten dollars with which you can either go to the nearest bakery to have a good meal or you can go to the dollar store and buy enough groceries for the week. The OC of choosing the bakery would be the amount you could save on food for the week by going to the groceries. The OC of choosing the groceries would be missing out on the yummy meal in the bakery with a nice ambience and probably meeting new people which is tough to be evaluated in nominal value alone.

Every decision we make has a concurrent OC to it, be it decisions at work or in our relationships. Why is it that it is so easy for few of us to say good bye while for few others the very thought of it is stressful. Over the years I met many people of which few I couldn’t wait to say bye, few I chose over another, and few I have taken along. No matter what the situation is I have always been able to weight the OC to help me make a decision. How is one to weigh the OC when the subjects in context are people? Think of how you would make a decision as to which equity you want to invest in. There are a lot of factors that we consider, from the historic patterns to the potential spike in the select equity’s price. Similarly, one can evaluate the OC of making a decision about a person by taking into account events from the past, change in circumstances, and the potential repetition of certain events.

This is applicable to work as well. From my experience in shared services I have noticed that a lot of our employees have proven to be more productive and efficient when asked to individually contribute with a well defined work list and timeline rather than when asked to work with groups or in teams. This efficiency does not come from just working alone but from the creative freedom they experience by not being influenced by anothers ideas or dominance.

Having said that, if it is so easy to make decisions based on the outcomes of the OC evaluations, why is it that most of us still live in so much regret and discontent. Probably because we judge ourselves more than anyone else would. We doubt our capabilities and limit ourselves from exploring the extent of our caliber. Although, we have companionship and confidants, aren’t we all isolated in some or the other way? In thoughts if not skin. At what point do we then stop depending on others and start living for ourselves. How much longer before we realize that the opportunity cost of not doing what we really want to and believe in is way greater than following the proven norms.

Most of us fail to make decisions that we really want to, instead choose to do what is right. Often our perception of what is right is influenced by somebody’s opinion and suggestions. Although, we live in times where there is easy accessibility to infinite amount of resources to help us do whatever we want to, yet we are unable to make decisions without having to consult. On the surface we are very independent and self sustainable though deep within we have grown to become parasitic. So spoiled by help readily available we have stopped making decisions by our own and end up landing in an ocean of regrets,self pity, and melancholy. However, it is never too late to stop being so dependent and to take the first step towards being true to ourselves. Yes, there will be a lot of questions but the answers will flow naturally.  It is never too late to stop judging ourselves and start complimenting our flaws. There is nothing unique about what seems to be right yet there can always be something unique and right about what seems to be wrong.

One of these days try making a decision by weighing out the opportunity cost of what you truly believe in. One of these days try living with no regret and make a bold move. One of these days try applying a little economics to your life.

#decisions, #economics, #influence, #life, #opportunitycost